intro pt. 1
Heya the one and only paranthaboi, (cuz haha no one else's gonna be reading this hahahahh.
hahahh.
ha. )
:/
Ok, anyways, moving on (*_*)
Okay so as a habit, I love going into and talking about the reasons why I do stuff (justifyyyyying my actions is my hobby 🙂)
So well actually was just having a few unproductive days in a row, and meh, was just wasting it and feeling bad, scrolling through insta, and youtube, and watching random people (with ages similar to me *yeeeeeeeeeeeeet*) putting out kaafi nice content out there, so well,
** MASSIVE ANXIETY ATTACK **
( no not for real guys I don't even know the clinical definition of anxiety, so well, don't be triggered that I'm making fun out of real issues, cuz well, meh.)
So yeah well I always like to name the people who motivated me (gave me the anxiety attack basically 🙂), so there's rozanpapi, I came across this guy on the story of a childhood friend of mine who is no longer friends with me cuz well I changed cities and well she doesn't follow me back so I can't reply to her stories and do something about the crush I have on her 🙂 cuz well she turned out to be pretttty hot ( but well even if I could, I wouldn't cuz eh she's this hot chic now who I'm probably to pussied out to text anyyyways even if I could so yeah.
Ah well I can't show this blog to my girlfriend now, atleast not without making my relationship status tend to 'single', but meh I'm kidding; no I do have a girlfriend (haha single fuckers be like broo then why you writing a blog go talk to herrrr; piss off mofos, and love ya babe <3), she's a pretty cool girl and eh she wouldn't mind this haha.
So anyways coming back to rozanpapi well he's not the only one but well I just went through the whole of his youtube and IG today and well he has about an average of some 600 views on his most videos but well he really did inspire me (and thanks for the very sweet reminder that I'm not doing enough with my life 🙂)
><--- SIDE NOTE : Well I looked for what the fear of not being good enough could be called cuz well it's not really an anxiety attack, so the word for it is atelophobia so maybe this word would soon replace by blog title or domain name or something idk, but well atelophobia is more of an umbrella phobia with the fear of failure and fear of imperfection and well eh I don't really feel it's that serious so let's call it a low-atelophobia of 'lotelophobia'. Haha I', quite the wordsmith, anyways, getting backk ---><
(Aah so blogspot probably uses the htmlentities() thingy to prevent against HTML injection well that's boring, and uhh obvious, anyways)
So well coming back to rozanpapi, he made me feel some very specific things, and well as I was thinking all, that, I realized that well I've thought these things before too, and well, I'm anyways not doing anything pretty worthwhile so let's just write all this down and be the generators of content instead of being one of the millions of others just mindlessly consuming this bs, and poof there I decided to do something, and while I was gorging down some paranthas which I LOVE if you didn't quite get that from the username blog title haha.
Anyways.
So yeah, there ya go bitches, I'm here now.
hahahh.
ha. )
:/
Ok, anyways, moving on (*_*)
Okay so as a habit, I love going into and talking about the reasons why I do stuff (justifyyyyying my actions is my hobby 🙂)
So well actually was just having a few unproductive days in a row, and meh, was just wasting it and feeling bad, scrolling through insta, and youtube, and watching random people (with ages similar to me *yeeeeeeeeeeeeet*) putting out kaafi nice content out there, so well,
** MASSIVE ANXIETY ATTACK **
( no not for real guys I don't even know the clinical definition of anxiety, so well, don't be triggered that I'm making fun out of real issues, cuz well, meh.)
So yeah well I always like to name the people who motivated me (gave me the anxiety attack basically 🙂), so there's rozanpapi, I came across this guy on the story of a childhood friend of mine who is no longer friends with me cuz well I changed cities and well she doesn't follow me back so I can't reply to her stories and do something about the crush I have on her 🙂 cuz well she turned out to be pretttty hot ( but well even if I could, I wouldn't cuz eh she's this hot chic now who I'm probably to pussied out to text anyyyways even if I could so yeah.
Ah well I can't show this blog to my girlfriend now, atleast not without making my relationship status tend to 'single', but meh I'm kidding; no I do have a girlfriend (haha single fuckers be like broo then why you writing a blog go talk to herrrr; piss off mofos, and love ya babe <3), she's a pretty cool girl and eh she wouldn't mind this haha.
So anyways coming back to rozanpapi well he's not the only one but well I just went through the whole of his youtube and IG today and well he has about an average of some 600 views on his most videos but well he really did inspire me (and thanks for the very sweet reminder that I'm not doing enough with my life 🙂)
><--- SIDE NOTE : Well I looked for what the fear of not being good enough could be called cuz well it's not really an anxiety attack, so the word for it is atelophobia so maybe this word would soon replace by blog title or domain name or something idk, but well atelophobia is more of an umbrella phobia with the fear of failure and fear of imperfection and well eh I don't really feel it's that serious so let's call it a low-atelophobia of 'lotelophobia'. Haha I', quite the wordsmith, anyways, getting backk ---><
(Aah so blogspot probably uses the htmlentities() thingy to prevent against HTML injection well that's boring, and uhh obvious, anyways)
So well coming back to rozanpapi, he made me feel some very specific things, and well as I was thinking all, that, I realized that well I've thought these things before too, and well, I'm anyways not doing anything pretty worthwhile so let's just write all this down and be the generators of content instead of being one of the millions of others just mindlessly consuming this bs, and poof there I decided to do something, and while I was gorging down some paranthas which I LOVE if you didn't quite get that from the username blog title haha.
Anyways.
So yeah, there ya go bitches, I'm here now.
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