today was a good day

 People say that material things don't make anyone happy

But well, I think they do

I look at my akatsuki slippers, and I feel happy inside

I love my other material possessions too

My cycle, my laptop, my guitar, my keyboard

I walk back to my room in this chilly and windy weather, and I love it

This feels like this is the weather that resonates with my heart

I feel happy today

Today is not a special day in any greater context wala meaning though

But it was a happy day

I didn't accomplish any goals today

Didn't wake up early today, heck, I woke up at 11:13 and didn't go for lunch till 1:37

Spent most of the day, if not all, watching Naruto

Went running in the evening, well yeah that was a satisfying and a part where I feel like I accomplished something

I jogged continuously for 2 rounds of the LBS outermost track, a first for me. Even more satisfying were the feelings in my body and head as I did it, the talking with my own self, convincing myself to not stop, talking to myself in the most random and pretentious sounds, but it was okay since it was in my head, and no one to judge me for it 

It is who I am, and I love it

Didn't go to the gym cuz of crappy reasons. Even talked with a friend in my hostel today after like, so many days, khudse jaake, and this social interaction made me feel better too.

Had a nice walk with cookie (name obfuscated) at night, kinda feels like that made my whole day feel good. We didn't argue or fight, just plain talking and laughing and listening and just giving each other glances. So yeah, super happy. 

So yeah, today was nothing special, but that makes it the most special. A day I will never remember, a day I will soon forget, and not remember and cherish in the future

but a day, the likes of which will allow me to call my life happy 

A life where I feel fulfilled also by my little and big material possessions, my akatsuki slippers.

a blurry image that she took out of the total two images. i forgot to take a picture and now im in bed, but the weather outside was beautiful. it wasn't beautiful in the sense that anyone, including me would look at it and say "that's beautiful", but it just felt super great to me.